Be With You !

28

2010-01-01T00:19:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year! Wooohooo 2010 is here!
Hahahahaaa On The last day of 2009 Had Outing With Qianting \^^/
Meet Wth this young kid who is damn good at ddr !
played with him a few rounds went nuts man!
Anyway i took some photo with him but not uploading today Anw!
Blessed new year people!!!! 2010 Rock The house yoo~
Celebrate 2010 was the greatest countdown show i watch omg !
It totally rock the house \^^/ Happy new year once again
Tata Luvx Comes Beyond Measures <3

27

2009-11-20T17:14:00.003+08:00

Because You Are The Meaning To Life !

Heyhey (: Guys Im outside right now blogging (: oh yeah ! Just Changed My Music Playlist!

Hope You Guys Will Enjoy It (: To Those Whom I Hearts (L)! My Buddy Dearest Camarine ,Evon Dennis & Guys Thank You From The Bottom Of My Heart For Everything You Do Guys I Will Be Fine Dun Worry (: ! Anyway Yesterday When For Job Interview ): Hopefully i can get the job!

Feeling Down lately . I miss all the times i cherished & love . I Want To See You Guys Again!

Promise Me We Will Meet Up Soon Alright (: All The Songs In My Playlist Are All (L)! By Me (:

Anyway I shall End Here? i Guess BLAH Blah! I Miss Them Lots Lots ! Guys Meet Up Soon !!

Takecare people cause You know That You Are The Meaning To Life (: Mwuackiies !

26

2009-11-14T13:27:00.000+08:00

HubbyHubby!♥
We Finally Had Our First Meet On Wednesday! Still Remember The Wind That Messed Our Hair? Hahahahahaa! Our First Meet Kinda Funny Heehee! Darling Our One Year Anniversary Is Comming soon! Haha! Presents Presents (: Oh ya Hubby Now At Chalet Wor! haha! With her Class,Darling Must Eat And Sleep Well If Not You Become Panda! LOL Okay Cut The Craps Photo's (: Below Hehee! Credits To Jiajin Hubby & Me (L)! ♥

Hahaa Yup Thats All The Photo's! (L) ! Darling I Miss You! Mwuackiies (L)! ♥
TakeCare Alright Sweetiie (L)! ♥ See You Soon (L)! ,♥ My Baby My One & Only

25

2009-11-09T10:36:00.004+08:00

Awaits Our First Meet Like Finally Since 011208<3!
Oh,Yea Im finally meeting up with jiajin darling this wednesday! (: i so bloody lonq never see someone i want see ): anw baby oh baby , 300408 remains.
and i understand why u left me (: thanks boy now i know,love cant be force (:
anw outinq with qianting the other day (: fun sia anw im sick now sianzz!
oh yea , yesterday had fun at church hee <3!LOL,ANW awaiting outinq with darling! okay okay i end here byebye people miss me wor * =)

24

2009-11-03T11:10:00.003+08:00

Happy Belated 11 Months Jiajin Hubby! <3
Outinq With Qiantinq prettyairen ysterday! Wahpianq eh! I dun feel lyk qoinq westmall arcarde anymore! All The Cheebye kia showoff de! _l_ Haish anw anw, Had Fun Yesterday Shared
Meal together ! Laughs & Fun, Love It Man! Prettyairen Rocks! Took Neoprints Yesterday!
Anw Yesterday Th Fucking Man Chase Qianting Out Of Timezone ! WTF _l_ Haizczxz!
In The End Some cheebye people disiao me i waste my credit! Fuck man! _l_. Haizxczx!
Haha, Anw Kor Dennis Very Funny In Facebook! All The Items He Like He Post Diaozxx!
Anw Anw Now in school later i should be qoinq to timezone ba?? not sure lei! haha!
Okay shall end here alright Wansui! LOL. Ez Damn funny On Facebook Sia ZzZ!

23

2009-11-01T21:29:00.003+08:00

Omg My Phone Lost For The 3rd Time Of My Life WTH.
Hello,Blog Reader's Fucking Hell Lost My Hp Again WTH. Somemore it's damn werid.
I have my suspect but got no proof,sianz anyway played pool today haha. So fun [:
Anyway , came home aound 4 plus eat my dinner, bath then sleep woke up at around 7 plus.
hahas so tried today just finish watching flash forward. OMFG Now Watching Heroes haha
Just now chated on msn with kor dennis hahas >< He so busy he dun even have time to meet
Haha When i tell himi know how to play pool he kinda shocked but he said cool cool haha [:
Anyway shall end here alright Loves loves haha 桃花小妹 is very nice and funny haha <3

22

2009-10-10T15:10:00.003+08:00

想听的话 ;在那里我很爱你宝贝，你有想我吗？
宝贝对不起对不起说你爱我。
我们是一半的歌；我的快乐在那里？
我风了；心好痛像海哭的声影。
Back ttu updates l0ls; 0utinq with qiantinq prettyairen at juronqpoint quess wat
somethinq funny happen lmaos ; hahas trained an bused home and we went out bugis
the other time ttu buy some stuffs omq cool man iie luvzxxxczx it hehee ;
well the we also took neoprints well overrall outnq with her are loved yo~
hahaaaa omq sians school startinq soon. iie dun wan school reopen so damn fast .
siansianz ; anw chuanhao came up wit ideal ttu patch miiy and him up bt iie dun want
didn't want ttu get hurt haish miiy feelinq are so mixed nw a days ; sians anw
iie luvzxzxcxczx camarine henq lilinq and dennis nq zhen honq and evon yee
they are precious and are cherished by miiy thanks quys fer beqin there when
im down when im all confused and lost well listeninq ttu 98.7FM nw body lauquqae man ;
opps miiy english sucks :X pardon miiy ; btw shall end here qrove with remedy ^^ Takecare

21

2009-10-01T11:20:00.006+08:00

Happy 10th month Jiajin hubby! Since 011208 (:
Hellozxxzcx! Lonq time no update leizxzxxc wow. been qoinq to school this past few weeks
school was okay larhzxxzx! Hehe! Now at school lab update my bloq wors HEE! & I Super
Love Camarine Henq Lilinq <3 Well i miss him i wish he didnt qo away. I really miss him but his no lonqer mine! Baby will you be mine once more. I luvzxzxxczxc you so much! Well , today is the last day school lab is open to use T.T ! @.@ I wish it was open longer!
!#@$%!#@$%^&*() From Tmr on wards yipeeee freedom
like finally lolzxxxczxccx Haha. anyway very happy today yo. qot nothinq
much happen in school nid a qood rest next week! LOLS. oh my qods did i mention
I Love camarine henq lilinq tuu the max! LOLzxZxzxzx Anyway thanks all for the taqs.
Luvxcczcx euu guys Takecare man alriqht. shall end here qoodbye! Luvzzzxcfxczxz!

20

2009-09-21T16:51:00.003+08:00

It's Over Our Past And Our Future And Ever And Forever GoodBye 140609,♥
Well long time no update ^-^ And it school holidays Yipeee ;D
Well Prettyairen came over to my house last saturday Meet at 3+PM
After that We took neoprints hahaha ^-^ But The machine Sucks :D Ohoh; Before That
We Had Meesua Yummy Ohoh; Dinner At KFC Had Cheese Melts ^-^ After That Took
851 Bused Home With Prettyairen ^-^ Listened Mp3 Chatted And had Fun woo :D
Today Holiday :D Chatted With Jiajin Darling Just Now ^-^ I love her lots ^-^ Hearts
Now msning With Camarine Twinneh And Qianting Prettyairen hee heee :D
okay Btw Tomorrow Need Go back school at 9AM T.T Played Pool Yesterday
Had Lots Fun Came back and then something happened cried yesterday D:
And I Wouldn't Want To Mention It Will Only Tell To Those Who I Want To
I love Chen Jiajin Darling Since 011208 Forever And Always Your Mine Hearts <3
Anyway Blogger Cannot upload photo _l_ Will update picture soon End here Bye.

19

2009-08-07T12:48:00.001+08:00

Happy 7th Month Xinyu Sweetheart/Tianxin
Hello Hello [: Here To update Muhahaha Pig DADA Anita LSY Is loved Lala.
Oh and happy belated birthday to myself YEAH :D i love those who love me
They rock to my sock :X muhahahaha Hee.I love my parents too of course .
i ate 3 times sakae sushi this month :X muhahahaha Thanks kor dennis and
jieh evon for the treat hehe and the other two was from mum and dad :D
and mummy brought me a handphone pouch Wee~ i love it man Hee .
I love Dennis NZH
I love Camarine HLL
I love Shermine TYX.
I love Anita LSY.
I love those who love me
Will update tomorrow . Cause im going out with camarine twinneh later [:
Muhahaha Till then takecare babee luv you guys hahahahahahahahaha.
Im back from meeting twinneh had lots of fun today crapped and laugh
like mad woman on the streets well camwhore and had fun really glad
to have this day spended with twinneh from the bottom of my heart
i love you for who are and for who you have been towards me I heart you.
Photo's Below ; Credits To Camarine Twinneh And Me

Erm Btw I Deleted Some Photo's Heee Sorry
Heehee Tada Here's What we have taken thanks for this day twinneh
i love you lots lots and many Your mine and mine forever Snatch her
i give you hell [: Your my one and only twinneh i hearts you forever

18

2009-08-03T15:49:00.000+08:00

Why Does Fairytale Have A
Happy Endinq But Nort Life ):
Well heyheyhey it's august already and guess what two more days until my
bday yeah! im so happy & excited man Muhahahahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
hahaha lets talk about saturday kays meetup with kor dennis and jieh evon
at chinatown lol then something funny happen laughs after We went for the
PREP course We Were late :X after that had refreshment's and ended at 1PM!
After that we trained to cityhall went to funan it mall and had lunch there
Thanks Dearest For the treat ! Heee And Jieh evon very sweet can awww !
Had much fun after that i dont want to said sunday As usual Church heee!
Tmr Im going back to school liao i never qo for 2 weeks already :X I've Been a bad student !
hahahaha Like finally lor >.< ! Opps okayy Slack slack slack Life is so fcuking
stressed man! After all it's so lonely & sad there i hate school i hate beqin alone
time for me to look for a new job eh Like finally lol. Temptations & Evil is coming
i feel lost all of a sudden Haish I Want 999 Red roses :X LOL And Idk WHY !
idk what to update shaqs ! i feel like cryinq at e same time i miss you baby ):
i feel freaknq lousy okay i end here qoodbye ): Luv's Takecare <3

17

2009-07-27T16:40:00.000+08:00

Gotta Go My Own Way Baby ; (L)!
Hello Time For Me to UPDATE Already uhahahahaa.
Errr Totally Poned school last week :X Today Also No Mood to go uh
Fcuk you bitch , Judge yourself first before judging me. I hate euu
Thanks Dennis,Evon,Camarine,Ann And All You Guys are Loved BY Me (L)!
Sunday was funn hee yipeee nine more days to my birthday countdown already
Hahahahaha. Kathy and the rest of new life people or those who saw facebook
know this joke laughs out loud it's super lamee mann ! Kenji it's impossible larh
yesterday Chatted With kor Dennis over the phone at night (L)!
Thanks Fer Cheering me up! Wee Ehem I Havent Told my Dad ABT Something :X
Kor Dennis is going to kill me ! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! My father Dont like
Me to go couselling Oh No! Sianed Shags Shags! Acutally Im Going For A
Couselling Course But I Just Said Course Diaoooooooo ! Cause he like that de
I Wanna Ren Gan Nuerrrrrr! Anyone wants ? Honeylove maybee hahas !
Shags Im Still Not Over You But I Gotta Go My Own Way Im Sorry!
Babeee I Love You, Lets Walk This Path Alone From Now on ! Friends I'll Cheer up Dont Worry Im Okeh ! Heeheeee! Luv's<3 Takecare Im Letting go this is really the last goodbye the last teardrop i'll ever shag for you (L)! it ends tonight . hmmm missing all my loved ones now hope to see them soon arhh await nine more days come quick (L)! hee Im sorry for all the hurt i've cost in you but you will never know how much hurt you have caused in my lifee because of you everything sucks I Still love you (L)! idk why am i so silly to still love you fcuk.
I gotta say what's on my mind Something about us Doesn't seem right these
days Life keeps getting in the way Whenever we try Somehow the plan Is
always rearranged It's so hard to say But I've got to do what's best for me
You'll be okay I've got to move on and be who I am I just don't belong here
I hope you understand We might find a place in this world someday
But at least for now I gotta go my own way Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up And I watch them fall every time Another color
turns to gray And it's just to hard To watch it all Slowly fade away I'm
leaving today 'Cause I gotta do what's best for me You'll be okay I've
got to move on and be who I am I just don't belong here I hope you
understand We might find a place in this world someday But at least
for now I gotta go my own way What about us? What about every
thing we've been through? What about trust? You know I never
wanted to hurt you What about me? What am I supposed to do?
I gotta leave but I'll miss you So, I've got to move on and be who
I am Why do you have to go? I just don't belong here I hope you
understand I'm trying to understand We might find a place in
this world someday But at least for now I want you to stay
I gotta go my own way I've got to move on and be who I am
What about us? I just don't belong hereI hope you under
stand I'm trying to understand We might find a place in this
world someday (World someday) But at least for now I gotta
go my own way I gotta go my own way I gotta go-my own way

16

2009-07-20T15:27:00.000+08:00

Im leaving it all it hurts but it ends tonight
When you first left it as it is i though you had feelings for me but you didnt
i didnt know i started falling deeper until now
you still have that special place in my heart
but i want to thanks god for a brother he brought to my life
Everyone remember who my ex rite? [Not talking about him But someone esle]
but im not talking about him but it's someone far from singapore.
i just wanna said thank you for your love since 080409
we were although together for only 2 month as you know
but you really help me although i was unhappy at times you asked too much
well to ezekiel wee hope you will find someone better then me yea takecare and
to the someone special although i cant forget you but i hope
for you but lastlong with Ehem you know who.
我一然还是很想你谁然我们不可以在一起我想住你辛福快乐
I wish for you to be happy thats why i leaving.
我不是真正的快乐，我会好好过，不要但心
对不起我华语很栏。 Sorry my chinese sucks i hope you've been doing well.
每一次听到你最近还好吗我就会想你过的还好吗，我知想再一次拥有。
i've been lying to myself i cannot have him back not now not ever .
leaving the past as itself and me as myself. just wish to be happy takecare luv's
cherry nuer ! (L) , Me Luv's You Die [: Mummy Luv's You Meet Up Soon Babbe
And Happy Birthday Clara Candylover Your Another Year Older Liao :P
Happy Birthday To You Clara Candylover Happy 14th Birthday Babee
Me Luv's You die <3 Takecare Yup Once again Happy Birthday <3 Luv's

15

2009-07-18T18:10:00.000+08:00

You Were My Everything;
Once And Now Gone Forever
As usual went school from monday until thursday skipped school on friday
i sibei peicek now a days my dad keep nagging at me argh school work
all coming at one go As usual no one smsed me only i sms people D:
today is saturday tmr sunday YAY you know why i so happy cause im going
to see my cherished friends and people around me :D hahas Excited sunday
will be fun. hahas and yes yes my birthday coming soon laughs :B
as usual saturday wake up eat breakfast do housework T.T
Today didnt go for cell Why? im still bottling up those emotions
argh im so lost now i feel like i've been running away from this for a long time
but thankyou for all your love my dearest brothers and sisters i love you
you yourself should know who im refering to. yes thanks for making my smile
brighter and happier each day without you guys i wonder what will life be like
i going to post some encouraging message i recieve this few day
hahas okay without any less hesitation hehe lets begin luv's.
lets start from 13 july 2009,Monday 8.19PM
I was sms yvette jieh about something and after that she replied me with this
You can feel it cos u can identify urself in my body language.
And tts a gift from god. Do you know that alot of us, knows and understand wad you going through too, cos we've gone through wad your going through when we're your age Do you know? But even though no matter how we can understand u and hear your u out, and identify with you , We still can't satisfy your needs Only God can. So i hope u will be interested to know tis God and allow him in to your broken heart juliana Sometimes i can get angry at u,but, i know u struggle within. You are not alone ger. We all struggle as much too. So please allow God to help you. Ok? my message abit long, but tis is wad i wish to let u know all tis as i relate to u more and know you more. =) Thanks jieh you have become a driving force in my life thanks Luv's <3
On 14 Juliy 2009 6.52PM I meesged jieh lydia and some people
in the morning she replied at evening time She's a busy teacher haha :D
Hey Juliana, it's been a joy to know you too! May you continue to grow
and become the beautiful lady that God intends for you to be! :)
Jieh lydia i'll do my best Luv's <3 Yesterday 17 July 2009 11.36PM <3
Evon Zuai/Jieh Smsed Me after we chated over the phone.
Hey rest well. dun think too much after a rain storm will come a rainbow ...
goodnight! Thanks jieh i was crying when i received this haishh
i guess it's all in god's timing but thanks and am glad to know you
But i didnt sleep was watching tv with daddy had a good laugh :B
the show was too funny (: haha but the show ending soon D:
okay i shall end here peeps You Guys are much loved by me <3 (: ! Takecare

14

2009-07-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

The Price You Pay On The Cross
oh lord you search me you know my ways even when i fail you
you always there your right hand upholds me
your presence upholds me you brought joy into my life you brought friends
who is there who understands but no matter how only you can satisfy me
i thank god for this few people they really guide me through all of it
i thank the lord for Dennis Brother Thanks for all those scolding all
those reason you gave me everything you told me i understand and i'll move on
thanks for begin frank with me thanks for just listening to me
you really touched my life you have made my life joyful
although i still dont understand you but i'll try my best why i trust you
It's was not me i just trusted in god and thats how it all started
Thank you brother i love you :D Takecare Yup Hehe
Evon Sister ~ Hey Darling :D I Really thank god for a sister like you
you really made me learn alot although sometimes it's the hard way
but still im thankful to the lord for you :D I Love You many
darling thanks for always begin there to encourage love and care for me
im leaving everything to the lord now every part of my life once again
Thanks jieh for everything you have done in my life im blessed to have
know you in everytime i setback you were there thank you jieh
And Camarine Heng BBF Sister i thanks the lord for you
your a wonderful blessing in my life i love you BFF For everything you done
And Ann Sister Thanks For everything you have help and done in my life loves
i shall end here im blessed to have know you guys i love you guys and the lord

13

2009-07-13T15:47:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Evon Zuiai Jieh ♥
Wee~ Today is monday school ended early ~ Yipeee :D
Okay Lets Start bloqqinq yesterday was so fun ahhas~ i want to eat crab sians
>< something funny happen back then yea really funny :D hahas <3
yesterday early birthday celebration birthday for jiehjieh hahas had so much
funn really everything was just so great feel like im in a family again Thanks
okayyyy i broke down aqain yesterday fcuk man why iie still think about you .
okay i fcukinq moodless now sucks like hell what am i thinkinq man arqh.
since secondary school i learn thing the hard way since even as young
as primary one i didnt understand why but still went with my dad
my parents were not together anymore actually i want them back together but
it is not possible riqht if they want patch back they wont break up liao.
i feel so fcuking moodless yes damn moody broke down again argh fcuk larh.
okayy today guess what i was not late for school hahas okay juliana try smile
Argh i dont want fake everything anymore it's sucks i try so hard to understand
people But not myself i been trying my very best to be happy but cant why
because i still cannot accept everything in my life and im moving on
everything is playing on repeat baby im lettinq qo now and forever
Baby i dont want fake it anymore i shall end here you know the reason
i never let go i let go this time really let it go yea let it go yea
but i know it's time to let go already god i leaving everything to your work
may i change to do your will to learn to trust in you no matter what *Smiles*

12

2009-07-11T10:29:00.000+08:00

I Admit I Still Love You Yet I Also Miss You
I Love You Too Much I Finally Broke Down
I Finally Let It Out I Miss You So Much
Im Going To Break Down Again Why Everytime Got So Much Problem De
I Want Smile Also Cannot I Try Also Cannot Ya It's My Fault Happy Ma The Reason Why We Break Up It's Me I've Thinking Through All This Life Would Be Better With Me Dead. Really Ever Seen Me Smile In School? No One Even Care To Talk To Me In Msn Only Some People Then Msn Me Sms I Hardly Get Sms Maybe Im Too Friendly Or Perhaps Im Too Retarted Or Perhaps Life Is Mean To Be Like This I Hate Myself I Only Wanted To see The Thing I Wanted I Wanted Only One Request Was It That Hard. Just Bring Back My Family. Isit So Hard Maybe It's Like This Fated Ah Whatever Life Is Like This Fated.
No One Will Care Even If Im Dead. Why Bother Bottleing It Up
Im Just Nothing In This World Nothing To The World
I Still Love You And You Know You Still Have This Feeling
Nothing Is Ever Going To Be The Same. Nothing And If Life Is Like This
Im Going To Live On Just For Everything You Have Shown Me
You Shown Me So Much Of Myself That You Shown So Much
I Didn't Know I Love You For This Reason I Really Loved You
Baby Oh Baby The Reason Of Leaving That Place I Know It Hurts
It's Because I Dont Want To Hurt Any Longer That Why Im Leaving
Your The Reason Im Going To My Dreamland The Neverland
And Im Not Coming Back Anymore My Body Is Here But Mind Is Gone
My Heart Is Acheing And Yet I Only Could Pray That I'll Find A Way Out Of Life
Thanks For All Your Memories I Love You I Really Love You I Do
Byebye You Know We Cant Forget Each Other So Im Leaving It As It Is <3

11

2009-07-10T13:18:00.000+08:00

Looking At The Brighter Side Of Life Begin Optimistic Walking Forward In Life (:
Hello Im Back to update sorry have been missing in action for the past few days
hahas (: Did You Miss Me I hope You did Hahas Cause im Back (:
lets start from last sunday (: Meet camarine twinneh/jieh at buona vista mrt (:
i was earlier then her so i waited (: after she came
we waited for steffi until 9 plus She Came With Her mum
After that we were walked then Pj Suddenly Pop out of No where (:
then we walked to the ntu club (: after that we settle down and had lots of fun
after church service we ate our lunch and i stay back with kor dennis they all
"They" Were singing KTV (: hahas But Mostly
Kor Dennis sing the songs are emo (: I Also Did Sing Some Songs (:
Muahahaas (: After That We Left The Place Around 5 plus Then Pj Was Looking For Her Camera (: So She Went Back To Find It While We Waited For Her After That We Trained To Jurong Point (: Kor Henry And I Ate At Mos burger (: After That They Took A Cab Home While I Walked To The Bus Stop In The Rain When I Reach The Bus Stop I Missed 187 For Two Times After That I Finally Boarded The Bus Came Home And Rested Had So Much Fun (:
Thanks You Guys (: I Loved That Outing Evon Zuai Jieh Sing
Until Very Nice Can (: I Love Her Singing And Also Jieh Lydia (:
Today I Skiped School :X Opps Why? I Woke Up Late Again T.T Sian
But Still I Should'nt Have Skip school Ah Parent Teacher Meeting Coming Soon
WTH T.T It's A Must ]: I Dont Want Go Also Cannot Haish ]:
I Going To Zilian Later Hahas (: Okay Hahahahaa Zilian Is LOVED <3
I Shall End Here Cant Wait For Sunday To Come Really Excited :D
Although Things Ain't Easy But I Was Encourgaed Really Encourage
By A Sms Sended By Evon Zuai Sister I Didn't Expect To Receive Any Sms
She Wrote In Her Sms Dear Sister,Continue To Keep Your Gaze Upon Jesus I Know It's Tough But God Said In The Bible , "I Am Near The Broken-Hearted" So Your Not Alone. Even When The World Rejects You Jesus Is With You Jiayou! Jieh Thanks For Everything You Have Done In My Life I Love Camarine,Ann.Evon And All Who Helped Me Through The Darkness I Will Not Fear For I Know The Lord Is Near Thanks People I Love You Brother's And Sister's
Huat Ah (: Thanks For All The Lovely Memories I Love You Many (:
Takecare All I Love You (: Your's Truly, ♥' 小Bodoh

10

2009-07-03T20:25:00.000+08:00

Dont Give False Promise
When Your Unable To Do It
Reedited
oh oh i want outing soon and yesyes
my birthday is comming ohoh
i miss candylover alot hahas meetup soon
lol lol i miss my gans lols I want meet up
with my gan and Zuiai sisters <3
Pubor dont let me see you i wont give
a damn about you same to the other Bitch.
hahas Shall end here missing candylover and others mwuacks <3
LOL LOL i came back to edit this pubor sia danny still dont dare
sms me lmao tsktsk pubor you ah when then willing to settle our deeds?
lol lol. school sucks hahas but i like school Tsktsk end here LOL
no larh school was stress damn vexed can
today pubor people come disiao me
eh kanina want disturb me said larh fucking
angry larh lesson ended and i went home
hehe i want a bright future hehe i love you <3 Takecare

09

2009-06-30T21:42:00.000+08:00

Everything Is Just Playing On Repeat.
Everything is filling my mind the good the bad
Juliana Gone crazy I never thought this would happen so soon
I missed the times where there were jokes and laughter
i miss times where i was with lina i miss you
Everything is just playing on Repeat. I hate myself
She left everything in Crazyness, Tell me Why i had to be the one.
I Cant Let Go I Dont Know What To Do Lina I Still Love You
But Do You Think Of Me Haishh..... I Wanted You.
I miss you i love you. fucking moodless now D: Takecare

08

2009-06-29T12:17:00.000+08:00

FEELING DAMN FUCKING MOODLESS
Haish so many damn fucking things
are happening i want to go die larh
fuck my this fucking life
ya everything is my fucking fualt happy
i hate myself i really hate myself...
so i rather i die better correct im em0kiia.
baby's em0kiia yupyup haishhh
one million years later i also wish i wasnt here
actually this what ive wishing all this years
i hate the way things are i hate myself..
i hate the things i do... yet i love him so much
ezekiel wee i love you i do but idk how tell you alot of thing
my heart is so empty so sad haishhh.
yes BI i still love you ]; sorry im not ready for you but i love you
haishhh okay i fucking no mood now i want go out
i just want to pour it all out.... idk what to do...
haishhh... if you wouldnt have appear what will life be like.
fucking moodless shall end here bye ];

07

2009-06-24T21:26:00.000+08:00

FEELING FREAKING MOODLESS ]:
well well back to update i got my phone back like thank god.
haha was listening to emo songs over my phone hahs
listening to TianHui BY s.h.e most people might know
what do i do when i hear this song i dont wanna do that again
i still rmb crying in the mid of the night i sliting myself in the dark.
i still love fred Whats wrong with me so stress so lonely haishh
i dont know how to live on with out you shall end here
freaking no mood to update. Take goodbye [;

06

2009-06-22T21:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CAMARINE JIEH ♥
haish sorry for the long mia im back to update [;
Fcuk man my bill bursted freaking damn sad
need to cut down on my bill liaos im so sad
so lost i dont know what to do what should i do
give up or dont i dont know have i really forgetten him
god tell me the answers who is really the one for me haish
yesterday went to new life in the morning after church
went to GNBC there haha find jiehjieh then something funny
happened hehehe cried again haishh after that when for
service yep i really nid to put down everything and
just place god first in my life trusting him in whatever happens
but am i ready for it? am i ready to comit my life to god?
haishh so many things are happen my life i really dont
know how to handle it yup fcuk man haishh life sucks now
shall end here thanks mentor for everything <3 with loves

05

2009-06-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

FEELING HALF HEARTED;
Haish just came back from meeting ♥
Haish feeling so moody at e same time
thinking about best friend wondering if
we could ever be like last time haishhh
At the same time missing ♥ man
i had a really Great time haha laughs :B
Brought couple handphone strap today
i took ♥ one he took mine :B
I feel so emo now so lost haish.
Tomorrow baby going malaysia haish
i wanna go also CRYS ]; i wanna love you till the end haish
I hope everything will last long i love you BI <3

04

2009-06-13T21:45:00.000+08:00

MOODLESS;
Currently chatting with ezekiel in msn
we having some heart talk
haishh i feel so moody i feel like
i have no one here for me now haish
i feel so empty so lost argh D: idk to do the right thing or not
once again i left myself in the crazyness
why must this happen again
i want to be happy i wantmy family back again
i dont want to be alone
i hate begin alone i hate it when
i only see my dad and not my mum at times
i wanna see the sweet time we use to
spend together i dont wanna feel so lonely
haish thanks kor for staying up with me yesterday.
haishhh i want you i want you turn back time please?

03

2009-06-12T11:35:00.000+08:00

It Hurts Whenever
I Try To Get Closer To You;
Haish i cried again yesterday because
something big was about to happen again
was really lost stressed thanks
camarine BFF for calling me joking with me
everything is okay but it's
just im afraid that it will happen again
i slipped my mouth and told
someone im not supposed to and he is very mad
omg if my dad knows about this im going to be so doom
haishhh thanks Yanwei JiehJieh for all your Sweet message ILY<3
I love euu tons man hahas i dont know what to do
man he said if im not going to tell my dad and report police
he will do it KNS DOOM DOOM DOOM I dont want that to happen
WTF STRESS SIA RWARRRSS ];
haishhhh Shall end here I <3 You always

02

2009-06-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

It Hurts Whenever
I Try To Get Closer To You
Dont You Understand Im Still
Thinking About You I Miss You Girl;
Hello back to update..
Feeling really moody now idk what to do haish
Currently emoing dunno WTF to do suddenly
all the thoughts just filled my mind.
Im losing myself now. I hate it the way i hurt.
Sian sian i hate emoing D: Gosh okay
im going call angie mummy later having heart to heart talk
Everything is filling my mind the good the bad
Juliana Gone crazy I never thought this would happen so soon
I missed the times where there were jokes and laughter
i miss times where i was with lina even camarine
Everything is just playing on Repeat. I hate myself
She left everything in Crazyness, Tell me Why i had to be the one.

01

2009-06-09T01:31:00.000+08:00

Hello oh i here to update
something bad happen this past few days. KNS to th bloody bitch.
most people or some should know who im talking abt?
ANW i was freaking stupid i regret meeting him 050609< / 3
i was so stupid to make that choice
if only i had a chance to turn back time
im so damn disgusted by that guy he's so gross man EKK.
anw anw just now chat on phone with angie mummy :D
so damn funny larh. hmmmm
nothing to do now blog rotting,haish.
Everything your have done
cause enough of hurt and nightmares already.
I hope to recover soon For patey,Angie,Camarine,Ann Sisters
Understand what i mean alright shall end here Takecare<3